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So, i haven't really wrote anything in awhile. Because, nothing has really been happening.

I am feeling a ton better. All the pain I had in my side is gone, but now I am having contractions and sometimes they hurt. I was thinking of talking to my doctor about a VBAC instead of another c-section. But after some of these contractions I think I am to much of a baby to go into labor. Plus, I am the type of person that I always think the worst is going to happen. What if my old scar opens during labor? I know the chances are so slim, but, what if? I am so excited!!!! As of today, I only have 54 more days until the day I will meet my baby!!! I can't wait. I am 30 weeks and 5 days. My surgery is scheduled for May 27. I'm kind of freaking out because I still don't have Zoe's new room ready. She's still in the nursery. So as of right now the baby has nowhere to go! You would think my nesting stage would have kicked in already, but it has not. Maybe one day.

My poor baby has had an ear infection. I hate it. I cry with her and hold her. I hate to hear her cry it's so sad. She has also had this really bad cough. It is so hard to take her to the doctor because she hates it so much. When ever I have to take her she freaks out in the waiting room. Then when we go back and the doctor comes in she starts screaming and crying and she won't let him touch her. I don't know why all of a sudden she started doing this, it has only been since about Christmas. I had to take her on Tuesday and it was hard! I know she needs to be seen to get better but I hate having to put her through that.

We just got a puppy! He is so cute! He is the son of our dog Amigo. We named him Flint. He is about 6 weeks old. The mom lives across the street from us. He is having such a hard time being potty trained! It is so frustrating.

I guess that's it for now. I'm going to try to write more often.